Never Signing Off

 I feel like a crazy fucking stalker,  Watching your Instagram like it matters.  I know you never even post,  But I'm watching your likes, you're reposts.  There are people who would say I'm stalling,  I can't accept the truth and I'm falling.  I just want to know that you're okay,  Even if I can't see you face to face.  After everything you stood by me through,  Do you think I wouldn't do the same for you?  I don't care what's getting to you,  I'll be here to listen, to see you through.  I'll always be there for you.  You are the best friend I ever knew.  I felt so lucky this time around.  After all the bullshit, you never backed down.  You stood by me and helped me grow.  I thought you were in this for the long haul.  But I get it, I'm not even mad,  I'm feeling a bit lost, I'll admit.  I know you're going through a lot,  I wanted to be supportive of it.  You've always be...

I am not going to be printing Paperback copies of the books. I wasn't originally intending to release Paperback copies. I thought the idea of buying a paperback book was kinda, outdated. But, it doesn't really cost me anything to provide people with the option to buy the paperbacks, should they want to. This week, I've been polishing the books to optimize the layouts. Which brings me to... eBooks. I will be updating the store page with a link for the paperbacks, and pricing for the digitial copies. If you want to purchase any of the books in digital format (PDF), the only way to do that is going to be through me. The problem is that I can't figure out how to create a proper, distributable EPub file. It is my goal to try and figure that out. But in the meantime, I'm going to release all of my titles as purchaseable PDF's, in case you want to read them, but don't want to shell out the paperback pricing.  I want to reach people. I want to bridge any issues peop...

This is an incomplete thought. If you use the Chatbots correctly, they can be helpful tools. If you are using them to validate your own views/opinions, then you're not using them correctly. If you're using a Chatbot to replace a friend or a significant other, you are not using it correctly. Chatbots will never replace genuine human connection and that is what so many people are lacking. Please read this article about the kids that Chatbot convinced to kill themselves . It's happened more than once. This ought to be talked about a bit more.

 

Book 2 of the series is now finished, and I'm starting book 3.  If you want to make sure you're not missing anything, make sure you bookmark my author page .

 

I haven't really addressed it in many places, because I don't like to say I'm going to do something until it's actually done. I've written 5/10 songs for a "debut" album. I don't quite know the sound I'm going for yet. I was really inspired by the vibe of Luck or Something. The feeling that she was trying to catch, explaining away a decade in a few catchy songs.  I've always wanted to be a musician. I always knew I wasn't good enough.  My "fear of reception" has made it so that I've lived my entire life on pause. I didn't do anything because I was scared of the reactions. I didn't sing because I was scared of facing criticism. I didn't write because I didn't want my words being judged and misinterpreted. I didn't reach out to people because I didn't want to be a bother. I really just never felt good enough to be taking up other people's time. Maybe it's because my birthday just passed. I always ...

I hope you've been enjoying Take This Slow. I hope the conclusion was not a disappointment. It was a little hard to end this one, I'll admit. There is going to be a brief interlude on the website.  I am waiting for the proof copy of Addicted To The Blur. <- This book will only be available as a paperback. No portions will ever be released online due to the absolutely deplorable content. Yes, deplorable is the correct word, I looked it up. I will not answer any questions about this book. The only thing I will say is that it is someones story.  I'm happy to answer any questions about Nashville Summer and Take This Slow. I'm open to any constructive criticism. You can reach out on socials or contact through the contact form. I'm pretty flexible.  I will try to be back with content I can actually share online.

Hayden was looking forward to the summer break. She managed to pass all of her classes, though just barely. She knew she would have to put in twice the effort the following year. But her mind could drift from school work for a few weeks without being problematic. Rob also looked forward to the release from school. There was just a different pressure throughout the year. It wasn’t like either of them had a great start to the school year. Jessica made sure of that. She also swore to ruin their summer many times throughout the year. Unfortunately for Jessica, as soon as school ended, her family moved. They had to get away from the shame their daughter brought to the family. They moved to a new city to start over. Hayden and Rob would never have to see Jessica again. Ever. They were finally free. Hayden woke up on Saturday morning and headed to the park behind her house. She had agreed to meet Rob later, but she wanted to play on the swing set. It wasn’t common that Hayden wanted to “...

Anne invited Hayden and Liz out to brunch just before mother’s day. It was an unofficial mother’s day brunch. Hayden had a theory it was Anne’s way of comparing the relationships her boys were in. She had expressed curiosity to Hayden. She refused to answer any of Anne’s questions. She felt like it was Rob’s responsibility to tell his mother what they did or didn’t do. She maintained that every time Anne tried to corner her and ask. It was becoming frequent. Hayden met Liz outside the restaurant. Liz was pacing back and fourth. Hayden had never seen her this nervous. It was even worse than the family dinner. It was just Anne. This was more intimate. “Hey.” Hayden greeted as she approached. Liz looked over at her. “Oh thank God. I thought I was going to have to go in alone!” She exclaimed. Hayden smiled. “I wouldn’t do that to you.” She assured. Liz nodded and the two girls walked into the restaurant. Anne, Brent and Rob were already sitting at their table. Anne stood up and w...