I'm A Unicorn 🦄

Recently, I've been craving things that are no good for me. Like people from my past, food that isn't healthy, spending money I don't have. That sort of thing. I keep turning to my tarot cards for the answers and the cards for up the same: listen to your intuition. Only, that's easier said than done. I don't have intuition or an inner voice. It's not that mine is gone or being silent, but I can't hear her. We've been disconnected for almost a year. I'll occasionally hear something far makes sense, but it's mostly mumbling. Not quiet though. She screams trying to get my attention. I just can't understand what she is saying.

I used to have great intuition. I listened to my inner voice without hesitation, even if I only ended up hurting myself or someone else. I trusted that voice, blindly. But I couldn't see past the pain anymore. I was tired of feeling it and causing it. I created a comfort zone and the only way to maintain it was to ign…

The Same Song

If good things come to those who wait, Then I must be expecting something great. I've sat quietly, stayed out of sight, In the hopes that you would just live your life. Free of the burden that is me, But that's not your intent, so it would seem. The biggest distance can't create A gap between us, this is fate. The Universe is testing the two of us To see who breaks the silence. I'd accuse myself of wishful thinking, Looking for what I want to see. I'm often discarding reality, But I get the feeling it's not just me. I feel your presence, in heart and soul. Though I hoped you'd forgotten me long ago. When you randomly pop into my mind, I know that I'll never leave this behind. This goes deeper than having closure. It has nothing to do with any exposure. The seeds that we planted together When we first met each other Continued to grow, even when abandoned. Like they knew something we didn't.  If I could erase you from memory, I would do so happily. I…

The World Of Sales

I'm not a salesperson, and I never will be. Even if I were 100% confident in my product/service and truly believed I was the best option, I wouldn't push a buyer into a sale. That's a personality flaw, but I'm convinced I can use it to my advantage. I'm interested in learning about sales and how the average salesperson manages to get repeat sales. I'm reading the little red book, written by Jeffery Gitomer about sales questions and answers. For the most part, this book refers to being a salesperson – maybe for car insurance or a magazine subscription. Not everything he writers about is applicable to who I am and where I see myself in the future. However – there is always something to be learned from the experience of others. Experience is honestly the most valuable currency and the more you read, the more wealthy you become. In that sense, I feel I'm already swimming in cash. But, it never hurts to have more, given the power of knowledge (money). Money tal…

Follow Your Heart

I plan to commit to writing in the near future, since my freelancing career gone under. I can't really say I'm miss it though. It was hard with almost no pay out. I'd make $5 for an hour of work or more. Obviously, undervalued. Add in the pain caused by my CTS. I did it because it was pocket money. I'm grateful for every cent I've made. The reality is, I was hoping I'd make connections. I wanted a few clients I could work for that would keep me occupied and give me that and financial security. I may come out with those connections. I intend to reach out to those few clients once I've finalized the decision to close my Fiverr account (it turns out they started taking extra money without telling anyone and I won't support that). But if I don't, I'm not at a loss. I believe the wax melts are my "calling" for many reasons. It's much easier on my wrists. It's fun and calls for some creativity. And, the best part is, it can help peo…

He's Not A Boy



This song has been stuck in my head for DAYS... I guess it's my new soundtrack?

Making My Own Tarot Deck

I'm rolling around the idea of making my own deck of tarot cards. Not for selling or anything. The deck would be for my personal use only. Each card would be designed to match what the card represents to me, personally. I'm not entirely sure I'm going to do it. If I do, I know where I can get a professional feeling deck. Something on the Pagan Amino shared a card making website. It seems like a really good idea. But then again, I say that about everything. Just because I think it's a good idea doesn't mean it actually is. Or even if it's a great idea, that doesn't propel me forward to make it a reality. Along with my tarot deck, I'm planning to:

🍕 Do weekly tarot readings and post them
🍕 Put the writing course together & sell it as a. Zip file
🍕 Make an ebook of writing prompts (original and other people's) - free download
🍕 Put together my "how to start a blog" course and sell the PDF
🍕 Make an ebook of the writing challenge stor…