Faith

2021

Where did my faith come from?

In 2024, I was on my death bed facing a few harsh truths about my life. I never really recovered from that. I spiralled into a depression instead of sprouting wings and soaring over the obstacles. Falling into that depression is the reason I got rid of everything I owned, cut contact with everyone in my life, and started making a concrete plan to end my life.

2021

I did not find God at the edge of the cliff, when I was about to jump. When I managed to pull myself together and took a few steps back, God was there to pat me on the back. To congratulate me for overcoming it. 

God is supposed to inspire us to be better people for each other, not for him. 

I believe God is making me stronger. God is giving me a voice. God is cheering me on and motivating me on my journey. God is my cheerleader so that I can be a cheerleader for others.

2021

All I've ever wanted to do was help people with my words. I don't know why it took me this long to finally accept that this is my calling. Even if I'm typing to the void. This is the reason God wouldn't let me die, but brought me so close. He needed me to see the light.

2021

It's funny that I found that light in your eyes at the darkest moment of my life.