All The Best

I've heard that you've settled down

And I want to wish you all the best, 

I'm keeping my distance from you,

Out of something like respect.

I know that I'm one of your greatest regrets.

But I can't help that I'm crazy about you, kid.

I know it makes no sense, the way I feel,

To me, you'll always be better than the real deal.

I don't blame you for being you,

But sometimes the only way out is through. 

I think I'll always feel this way.

I've always been fighting it,

But I think I need to just accept

These feelings are never going to fade.

Congratulations, what else can I say?

I really do wish you all the best. 

If what I think about you is true,

You deserve it, you really do.

But if I'm wrong, just humor me.

Let me hold onto this fantasy. 

It's not like I'm hurting anyone else;

I'm just hurting myself.

I promise I won't hold on forever.

I'd like to have my own future.

But these feelings are here for a reason,

I aim to find out what it is.